Formality poem

Do I really need this formality?
It was fine for a day or so..
But now it's straining / killing me.
Then again, maybe it's what he needs.

Might be a way to rebuild our relationship,
But talking informally could be done, too..
It could very well be a barrier to true feelings;
That is what I don't think is needed..

I will test it on the morrow,
Definitely see how he responds.
Keeping your heart close to your sleeve
Doesn't necessarily require strained formality!

Of course, that doesn't mean that I'll be an open book;
Sure, he didn't mean any harm.. but I have a need
To keep my own heart somewhat closed for now..
Reflection in deep thought is what I'll do best.