Feeling remarkably cheerless

still feeling remarkably cheerless tonight..
is it just because I miss one of my dear friends?
it could be that, or maybe it's the damn hormones..
perhaps everything that's happened is catching up with me..
maybe I need to actually call some of my friends..
nothing's really made me smile a lot today..
usually, I manage to laugh at least once per day..
probably I'm getting depressed or something again..
at any rate, this is depressing to even read..
so I'll say sayonara till a little later on!
(hey, my mood might improve.. please bring on the humor!