Jaded cynicism upon almost turning 27

I'd like to add that I'm not feeling optimistic..
maybe it's time to get something to drink..
yes, I know where the local liquor store is..
however, can I carry a whole bunch of it home on the bus?
perhaps I'm better off going to the Foggy Dew pub..
it's like a block from this apartment, so it's very close by..
plenty of time to make a decision like that, though..
I told someone I'd inform them when I drank alcoholic stuff..
since the time I made that declaration, I haven't had any..
good enough an excuse as the next, I suppose..
so I'll probably imbibe one way or another today..
just one of those days, is all.. fog up my brain to deal ;)