Being conservative

I should also note here for your edification..
being conservative is part of the Chinese thing ;)
you may not understand it much..
(I'm not sure I fully do, either..)
but just accept it, and I may expand on it later :P

that doesn't mean I can't or won't be affectionate / show my emotions.. conservative people DO have those things, y'know.. conservativeness does not necessarily equal stoicism!