Worried about Arthur

now my brother says he's not coming home for dinner..
what does he think I waited here all afternoon for, dude?!
that in itself makes me a little irritated, but what can you do?
I'm also a bit worried as I haven't gotten what I expected..
maybe my words were too much, or something..
I do know I sent the email, though..
after six hours spent composing it, I'd better have!
ah well, perhaps he wasn't able to get on or something?
no idea here, but I sincerely hope it wasn't my weirdness..
guess I'll see what happens in a few days or so..
worrying isn't going to help, but I do care a lot about him..
so that's the way things are for now.. missing him, too ;)